Just complicated....

 The girls said she was too cynical about love, but how could you not be? On the surface, relations between men and women were all soft kisses and white gowns and hand-holding. But underneath they were a scary, complicated, ugly mess, just waiting to rise to the surface. 

A single, to be or not to be?

Life is beautiful... life can be more beautiful with someone special or just keep my life beautiful as it used to be??? 

How to keep myself cool at all times in my relationship? 

Change my attitude?

Don't take things too seriously?

Try to make sense of my partner's actions?

Set realistic expectations?

 ?????????

And now I crying my eyes out........

Big love large pain, I am just a little girl... a little girl who needs love...